| It's awfully considerate of you to think of me here
And I'm much obliged to you for making it clear
That I'm not here.
And I never knew we could be so thick
And I never knew we could be so blue
And I'm grateful that you threw away my old shoes
And brought me here instead dressed in red
And I'm wondering who could be writing this blog... |
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| Last night was really strange. It felt like a run-on sentence. No clear separation of thoughts and ideas. At least it was nicely put. So far this has been a great summer. Tailgating after graduation practice was a great symbolic experience and prom was... a lot like a school dance. It was alright. Fuck loneliness, this summer's gonna be fun. |
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| I wish I knew where I stood on dating. Somehow and someway the question of what is love and how can you attain it is brought up. You can't date when you're going off to college that soon. It's too high risk. But with high risk is high reward. Risk is always fun anyway. But people get hurt and I don't wanna hurt anybody. Loneliness hurts too.. maybe not as much but over a decent period of time it's not good. These thoughts of mine are hardly important when I know some good people who are struggling with the same sort of thing but it faces them more severely on a regular basis. It's very selfish to think about my crap when these other people have bigger issues. At the same time, I'm still hopeful for myself. Apparently I'm notorious for my frustration with the idea of love. Hell, a video of me being frustrated about it was reported on by some random website.
I'm rambling... my thoughts on the issue are all over the map. A bit of direction or some wise words would hit the spot about now. |
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| When self-expression is a fad, we have a problem.
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And that's a wrap people! All filming is done. The premiere/screening will probably be either the 21st or 22nd.
I'd like to do 22nd, is there anyone who won't be able to make it then?
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